4 days isn't that long but when you are used to seeing someone everyday 4 days is an eternity. I think. My 4 days started this morning and will not be complete until Friday night. This might be just what I need ... A long pause a breath between the beats.
So it is good-bye for now and if it is God's will I will see you soon. 

 What is love? That is a question that has been pondered for centuries... Will we ever have an answer... Not even the best of the best have been able to answer that question. Love is a force unlike no other it is powerful and strong...It can control you...it will make you say what it wants you to say, act how it wants you to act..It can make you high as a butterfly and then drop you to ground.. Love is good when it is good and bad when it is bad. It can turn a frown into a smile and then right back upside down again.
Love has made a honest man cheat , caused a giver  to steal, a strong man will be dropped to his knees, a non drinker to become an alcoholic, a non smoker  turned into a chain smoker, a skinny woman will become fat and a fat man will become skinny. It has caused the rich to go broke. It has caused the jealous to kill and the scared to stalk. 
It is powerful and if not treated kindly it will cause anyone who toys with it pain and destruction. 
What other emotion has such power?......I don't think there is any. So is that why we are all so desperate to find it? Look around at all the dating websites and match-making services, business is booming. All full of people longing to feel love and its mark...But why??? 
Well in my unscientific opinion..... I think that Love offers us something that no other emotion does... when it's good it's good. The roses are always red, the bad is never really bad and the sun never stops shinning. So  I believe that is why we still take the chance of encountering all those horrid things. To feel just a few moments in the ever warm sunshine, to see the red roses and to feel like everything is good even if it is only for a short time.